i woke up with my sisters steps, she was going downstairs fast, then i herd Tia Toti crying and saying something about my grandmother, so i ran to my moms room where they were. and i saw my mom and tia sobbing and saying that Aitana had passed away in her sleep.
i know that God is doing the best thing by taking her, because she would't have had a normal childhood in her situation, but then why did he wait, why did let us get so attached, i mean i we were planing to have her stay and my house for a few days, i want every day to see her, even if i couldn't hold her, i was there, why let us think she could survive this, just to take her and make us go through the pain of loosing another family member, so young, it's not fair.
i'm not saying i don't believe in God, or that i hate him, nothing like that, but i do wish he could tell us why he does this, twice in such little time? if i'm hurt by the loss of my two cousins, then i can't even imagine what my aunt and uncle are going through.
we prayed and hoped and did all that we could, why take her, so small... i really thought she would recover.
