stupid friends...

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hello. i writing from my college hallway, ext to the door to my classroom :P i'm here feeling a bit guilty and a lot furious! today i had to read like two chapters for the class i'm waiting for, so that my friends and i could do an activity. well silly me, i thought that we only had to do the homework (extract 10 point from the chapters before) and did't read what was intended.
so as i received the call from V, i slowly reacted and new i had no time to read before the class. and so i didn't :P my friends didn't arrive till a few min before, but i did and ran into other people who had also forgotten about the text. so i felt a bit better, yet when my friends arrived they looked at me with shame, and not the "oh u silly girl, but oh well, we'll still work together", no the look said "hey, how stupid can u be, i mean it was a short text, and if u forgot what part, read it all!" yup, it made me feel worse than how i felt in the morning :( stupid.
i have now realized that they the type of girls that will always read ahead, just so they can finish first or "do it better", which doesn't not bother meat all, just they're sooo paranoid, i mean more than half the class didn't read, so i'm guessing it wasn't so important, besides the teacher is relaxed, if she were strict, then i would have forgotten in the first place.
i do all the manual stuff in the class activities, write, talk, etc. i'm not saying i won't help, in fact i put most ideas in the last two, so fuck them.
thank god i have more friends, with whom i'm joining instead of the other girls, they weren't upset about me not reading, and there were more relaxed.
and on top of everything! when they saw me hand in the homework, they looked shocked, i'm not an idiot! i just didn't read! for today i will not speak to them, but they made me feel bad, ruined all my good vibe. stupid stupid girls!

say what...

just wanted to post pictures i took a while back, beginning of march, the first ones are of my "cousins" Isabel and her brother Alexander, they're from France well she is, he was born in Florida, but their mom is a pure french lady. the rest are of my friend Andrea ans me, wasting time is the cafeteria.

Badabing...

lately i've been feeling a little to relaxed. up to the point that you know your missing something or forgot to do a project for class, when actually i haven't. i though it would pass after a day or two, but so far, though it has simmered down a bit, it's not gone completely.  i guess you could call it "feeling a bit blue", yet no reason why. hopefully it will pass soon.

apart from that, before i started this post i read the older post about the guys i liked when i was little. and i think, wow i'm glad all that is over, i mean no more fallowing the boy or adding him on messenger and Facebook :P now i look at cute guys from a distance, still no action haha. i in rolled in an student exchange workshop, that will take me to work at Disney at the end of the year, how awesome is that?! XD can't wait! i have high hopes it will result in new friends and yummy food... i need a douse of chewy chocolate chip cookies.

i also have an announcement, i have another blog, and art blog. not that i'm an artist, yet, but i'm mainly posting the projects and homework i'v done the pasted year. so go check it out if you want :)

so i'm writing this post from my college's study room, and going back to the cute guy thing, one guy just happened to sit a few seats away from me, seen him before too. long hair for a guy, curly, dark brown and best of all he has a beard, so you know i love beards, it make a guy look older ;)  (i feel like a staker :S) thing is that the last time i saw him,  not that this is a big deal or that he actually noticed i was an available girl whom everyday sits in the same desk across from him and all, but for my innocent little heart it means much more; he smiled at me and turned on the AC, and he did it again today, to understand better, the study room is an oven if the Ac isn't on and we r all being roasted alive, if not for the guy that has the cutest smile and eyes and know how the control works :P.

well its almost nine o'clock, which means i have class soon, all leave you there wondering about the older guy and is to come haha bye.

pics r of my friend Karol and me