Monday, August 24, 2009

Nothing much to say...







ok ok ... so not much to say right now, i just got some pics to post. Funny pictures of my sis and i (how crazy do we look) jajaja... some of my littlest cousin with my sis and me!, oh! And some i let him tack.. jejeje, if he practices a bit more he'll get the hang of it :P, i wish he we're older, then i could go with him to my Pre Prom! (just so you know i haven't found someone to go with ) sad :'( but not giving up, nop, never shall i quite.. jajajajaja

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

No more secrets between sisters...


i finely got the courage to tell my sister about my "imaginary friend", i cried, like i always do... surprisingly she didn't think i had gone psycho... she said "i'm not going to say that this is normal, i don't know, but i do it sometimes too... as long as it doesn’t interfere in your social life or see any weird things, i think your ok... and i love you no matter what" XD SHE DOES THIS TOO???... i f i would have known that, i would have told her a long time ago! jajajaja, i thought the moment i said i imagine someone else in my room, another life were i can be the way i want to be, she was going to go all "what the hell.. get away from me, why have you gone crazy!"... just goes to show not everybody acts the way suspect them to act... i am finely free from my secret, no more wondering if i'm actually seeing a ghost...it's just a way to express myself and let every thing go, stress and all that jazz. she also said it would pass, you know dime down a bit, when i star college and find new friends :P her other theory is that i must have a very creative side, that the way i can create a whole other world and people, she thinks that authors have this too…i don't know for sure, but having that talent would be very cool... XD

Sunday, August 16, 2009

i will always remember my Tata...




my grandpa passed away a few days ago...i want to write something for him, but i just didn't know what to say. he was the first person i ever let see me dance and sing, alone in my room with the Spice Girls song on, my mom has seen me dance, but never the way he did. i would show off ever new move i saw on TV sing as load and good as i could just to impress him... he didn't make me feel self conscious, even to the very end he always said that i should never change, even if my mom wants me to go on a diet, i was perfect the way i was. one thing i'll never forget is the stories he told me about his brothers and my dad when they were little... he also always reminded me that i have the same hands as my grandmother, chubby but nice with dimples on the knuckles jejejeje... i love you Tata, forever.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Sunday...





Mom came home today...well since here it's 1:56 am, i guess she came home yesterday XD jejeje. i spent a lot of time with her, i'm sooo glad she's back, so i can lay my head on her lap so she can rub it like she always dose...we also celebrated my sister's birthday, a few days late, but oh well!... the hole family was here (including peoples we sort of didn't want...joking jejejeje)