Saturday, May 26, 2012

2 days in...


cookie from karol

brownie from karla

 CHEESECAKE!

with honey mae (prima)

so i turned 20 this Thursday (24/05)
it doesn't feel like my previous birthdays, it's like i got old, not physically, but in my soul :S i guess it might be cause i started to realize how little time i have left to actually establish my life... i know people say you have your entire life, so just take your time, be calm, but if i want a kid young i probable will have to find the guy before i'm 30 witch only leaves me with 10 years!!... and i want to know him a few years before we get married, now i'm down to 8 years, and i want to have a job before i get married, so let’s say i now have like 7 years and i finish (if i finish) in 5 years college! my my how will i get this all done in such "little" time.
i know i might be overreacting, but i just wanted to say what i was thinking, which is why i created this blog in the first place :P
i had a really nice birthday party, just the family, we ate CHEEESECAKE!! (my fav) and Doritos that's another fav of mine. i got money, a bracelet and body cream from the family. since i had class that day, i got to see my friend too, and that made it all that more special, they came and gave me hugs and some even got me food!!, i got a cookie and a brownie, both were soooo good!!! i loved it! 
the only thing i must complain about is my sweet yet spoiled cousin Sage, she has this show she loves and since her dad and brother and sister were coming to see me, she couldn't stay home and watch... in the end she was a ball of angry energy that didn't ever say HB to me... bitch ¬ ¬ 
i got lots of love on facebook, which is sweet, i guess. before people would call, now the just post on FB, all ok though :D 
i went shopping today with my sis, spending the b-day money, she got pissed when i bought a sweater that turned out to be like 20% off, she says i have luck when it come to shopping, every time i get something it either 2 for 1, or x% off, not fair, but i think its ok haha :) she got shoes. pretty ones.
apart from all the birthday updates, i wanted to talk about the disney thing. so far it's all going great, nothing is holding me back. except in the last test the USIL had, which was a physiology interview, to see how well i could handle myself living on my own and working in a "foreign" country, thing is that the teacher that questioned me knew a lot about me, what i mean is she knew about my problem during my first semester in college!! :( and at the end of the in seamed that i would be able to coup with the pressure that come with going to work at disney... my sis says i answered perfectly the questions and that they just wanted to see my reaction, i do some what believe her, yet a part of me still won’t be fully calm till the results come out next month (reeeeeally long time!)
Wish me luck! :)

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