I guess i'm not really alon...

ok.. so i was getting worried again about my hole problem with my imagination. at around 11:00 at night yesterday i lookedup on google "An older teen-adult having an imaginary friend" and foud out i'm not the only one.. i was sooo happy that i started to cry (how odd, me crying?... jeje) just so you can know me better, my "friend" is a guy.. tall, dark hair, tan, atletic, but i can never really see (well imagin) a face :P he's someone i can talk to, wired thing, besides imagining him, he has an atitued, he almost always takes the opposing side... in a way i think hes my spirit guid... ifeel very close to him. i'm just really glad i'm not alon in this, i'm glad that i found other people who have an "imaginary friend" XD... well i got to go here in Peru its' 6:41, and my dad is about to star a volyball game with my uncl agents some colleg students.. i wonder who will win, my family or the young athletic students.. jejeje. going back to the subject about my "friend", i wish i had the courg to tell my sis or my mom... i mean how hard is it to read my blog.. it's the opening page when i open my internet!... i wish they'ed read it, just so they know...i'm putting up some pics of my imaginary world.. hoping someday it will turn into reality, it's ireland! the place i love to live!!!...XD

Thinking is good right?...

well school got canceled for 2 week (gripe), so i have plenty of time to relax, meditat on personal stuff and get todate with homework... :P i went for a walk with my dog Shane, i love him!, i put on some musik and just escaped to another world where serenity and clean atmosfer was all around you, then i came back down to reality where my aunt started to tell my cousins, sister and me "that we can not do nothing for 2 hole week!.. we must go out and do something".. bla bla bla.. i mean i just came back from a walk (i just went out for your information!), then i got into my room and put in an old, well sort of old, movie "hairspray" i just can't get enough of musical, the songs the dances the theam of the movies, make me feel soooo happy!... anyways thats all i did today... XD oh ya! i also found some pics from my retiro from a while back :D

A change from out of the blue...

How can it possible to come back from SCHOOL and be soo happy... you just want to huge and sing, lagh and play, and all of a sudden you gey home and the first person you see has all this negetive energy that just kick the grate mood you had throw the window… like what the hell happened? Did I bring with my good mood a horrible omen?, I mean out of the blue everybody is sirious and not talking much… to make things worse when THEY want to talk and your just not feeling so up beat after the surge of negetivity that just ran through my body, they think the you have a mood PROBLEM!?!!?!!?!!... THEY’ER CRAZY!!!... I mean I fine and ther not, I’m not fine and they r and I’m the one with the problem… puff!.. please help the lord!
Well befor all of that I had a grate day, fun with my friends, though I had 2 test, but they went went good, i got really into my book “The Seer #3: Wich Ball” (love it!)… why can’t my life be like Sabine’s life, she gets to have adventures and powers, she even has love, which i envy… a lot XD Now I’m in my room writing this and all negative thoghts have been banded from my mind and I’m free to be.. for now I guess, cause when I live my room it will all come back, thanks to my “wonderful” family :P

Dad's home!..

my dad just came home from a trip to USA, and he, like always, brought gifts!... I LUV EVERYTHING!.. the makeup, cloths and the best of all... MY BOOKS!.. i'm reading "The Seer", a series of 5 books, it's about a girl with psicic powers... mucho interesting :P anyways i'm glad to hve him back safe and sound, althow i do get irritated when he huggs me to much, or when he kisses me nad makes jokes i don't think are funny... in the end he's my dad and i love him very VERY much, i missed him.