Monday, December 3, 2012

Horoscope...




Deal with the changes going on in your life right now because they're not going anywhere -- they might even be speeding up. It's all going in the right direction, even if it doesn't seem that way.
A step or two is missing in your dating game plan. No, really -- you may have triple-checked it, but something essential isn't in there. What about having fun? Loosen up, lighten up and your mood will take a step up.
You're having a hard time reading someone -- and the problem is that it's you! If you don't know what you want, you surely can't expect anyone else to know, so do everyone a favor and get in touch with your feelings.
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something happened recently, by recently i mean saturday night. something that i wanted to happen, but not exactly at this point in my life, i'm going away for 3 months, so i can't really concentrate on it. i make it sound like a problem, when in fact its kind of a great, awesome, wonderful, never imagined would happen type of thing.
so you all get the gist of what this incident was. before i explain this i must make sure you all know how incredibly fucked up my luck is with guys.  there is a word i blame my lack of luck on and it is "but", why does this word always appear after ever great moment in my life (romantic wise)... examples:
  • guy #1: two weeks before class ends, he tells me he likes me; but he's moving to another state this summer.
  • guy #2: at the end of the year he tells me he really likes me and would love to my boyfriend, but he also likes this other girl and he just can't decide (all this after an entire year of flirting)
  • guy #3: after maintaining a good relationship as friends, even though he changed colleges and kind of disappeared for a while, confessed that he had feelings for me, yes had, so i also admit this occurrence... during this going away party we stay slightly close to each other, then the obvious happened and BOOM! i remember something . yup, but i'm leaving in a week to go work for 3 months to the US..shit!
yes with this last guy the ending doesn't have to be exactly that, an ending; if i hadn’t planed on "finding" someone this summer (fantasy: stranger who falls head over heels for moa) this would be a no brainer. thank god he is the most considerate guy, he said we can see where this is going when i come home... 3 MONTHS LATER WTF! i can’t wait that long, a lot of thing can happen... he’s not even ugly, and i'm leaving for the summer, SUMMER!! if he takes off his shirt, i loose!
maybe this is the part that people say love is blinding, but for me  he is a catch. and if i don't lose him thanks to his hotness, he might get drunk at a party and another girl might kiss him and realize why i just don't want to wait the summer for. 
he told me i can do whatever i want during the summer, he said go on have fun... experience life, meet people and if i don't come back with a boyfriend, and i still want to see if this (him and me) can work, i just have to call, he'll be there.
HE EVEN GIVES ME A WAY OUT!!! 
this post really helps, you know? letting it all out. i should listen to him... like it says in my horoscope: Loosen up, lighten up and your mood will take a step up. i should just have fun this summer, and let what happens happen. 

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