Ahh Life...

So I guess I should be a bit ashamed for not posting in so long, but I’m not, I started this blog because I didn't have another outlet to express myself... and because I wanted to see if people would give me answers on the stupid things I was living through. Which never really happened, I actually had to deal with my life "problems" on my own (yup took me a while to get it... I know, so obvious) 

Can u blame me?, I was a really sheltered little girl, living with her parents, and only thinking about "love"... thank god I’m past this point, I can say I’m good (truly), why would I lie?

I’m living in Canada now, for a short time. It's a wonderful place full of amazing people... currently I’m going through changes, hard one, but unlike other times, this time I’m ok.

Life was actually much easier before with my stupid little rants about not having a guy in my life etc... But I don't care anymore. I know it seems like I’m complaining, but I’m not, no searching for advice here, just plain release of anything I need to let out.

I got here to Canada like 3 week ago, and already I have a complicated situation. Not a huge one, I’m not in danger of losing my life, but my reputation might be, not that I care much what people say (HAHAHAHAHA I DON'T EVEN BELIEVE IT) I did a bad thing and regret it. So u all will know what I did just because of the way I’m writing it, too easy to ignore. 

I don't want to know what to do to solve this problem, I don't want to read comments on how to cope with the rumors... my life will go on, and I get through this like always.

With an incontrovertible sense of humor - Rosemary (Easy A)

UKRAINIAN FESTIVAL - LOVED THE FOOD AND BEER

the music was everything...

classes are finally ending, and i will have time once again to wright..i hope. i usually get some sort of ideas on my way home on the bus (micro) with all the people watching and scenery through the window (i always take the window seat, my mind goes anywhere) music also helps, but everyone knows that. for me it takes me to the moment i heard it first, or maybe where it played in the perfect moment, when smt significant (at least for me) was happening.
so, continuing with my Disney posts, i thought  it would be cool to write down the song that take me back to the magical parks of Disney :) here goes:

i'm a big fan of imagine dragon, it hurt a LOT that i didn't get to see them live in downtown Disney in the house of blues... i listened to them soooo much over there so that's way they take first place in the list

Imagine Dragons: Night Visions ( to be specific the ones i could pass a day without listening were It's Time [perks of being a wallflower], On Top of the world [my jam for the sunny days], Underdog and Radioactive [the most played one my iTunes]

next on the list i'd have to was is Saint Motel - Puzzle Pieces seriously this song just reminds me of those days i would just go off on my one, either shopping or park hopping :)

i cant leave out the club music, i must admit that most of my money was spent on going out at night with people, the most fun i have had! the USA has a really different way of clubbing, i did miss the dancing latin music in the end, but these song will stay with me and i know i will most definitely run to the dance floor it it plays at a club here in Peru. they are: Don't You Worry Child ft. John Martin - Swedish House Mafia, Scream and Shout - Will.i.am ft Britney (cause she literally just says "its Britney bitch") and sadly (not so mush but a tinge embarrassing) The Cuban Shuffle

i'm proud to say that i didn't get behind on my show, especially with Glee, even thought it wasn't its best season (for me, just so its clear) yet they still hold a spot in the list with: Locked Out of Heaven, Don't Dream It's Over and for some reason, No Scrubs

 since i am a girl that just loves to dream, and maybe that could be a flaw, i did have a few teeny tiny crushes, and this song would just always be playing every time i'd see them or while i was thinking bout them: Gonna Get Over You - Sara Bereilles

and on my days off, when i would sometimes stay home and just lazy about the apartment on you tube, i found some song that if i ever play on my iPod, they just remind my of the view from my room and the walk to the housing from the bus stop: Eyes On Fire - Blue Foundation (the vampire diaries D&E), Love songs for his little one/ Volume 2 - Dev and Gloriz, All I Ever - Gems, Broken Bones - Zoe Sky Jordan.

so that's it... no more in this department (music) i still get a little nostalgic when these songs play, and in a bad way if i listen to them and i'm with my friend i wish they would turn into the Disney group.. evil i know, so i try not to do it :P i just miss them all soooo much <3 p="">

nights out...

since i'm still struggling  in some way, with my friend problem i find myself daydreaming about being at Disney again. and the pictures don't help... i don't talk about it anymore with people, cause i don't want to be that person that just won't shut up about an experience they had. thank god i have this blog, if not, i would be bottling it up sooo much. here i can scream: I WANT TO GO BACK, I'M BOARD HERE, AND NO ONE TAKES LIFE LIGHTLY, EVERYONE IS STRESSED ABOUT WHAT TO DO! I WANT A PLAN TICKET BACK, TO BE WITH MY FRIENDS!

see, letting it all out... i've mostly been thinking of the nights out, weather it was B-Dubs, House of Blues or Downtown Disney. i feel like no one really cared where to go, as long as you had someone next to you making you laugh. those night were the best, just going out, cause you could and getting home just in time to have at least 5 hours of sleep before getting up again... maybe it was less, i don't know.
i miss my buddys and all the fantastic night we spent together singing and dancing... and eating :P

remembering...

being home is't what i expected. i miss my Disney friends sooo much, i get sad lately when i look around my room. all my mickey stuff, pictures i printed out of every one and stuck them on the wall. my Australian flan hanging on the window... sad days
i love my friends here at home, i mean, what would i do without them during classes and stuff, who would i eat with... make jokes with, they r my life, but for a moment i was a new person. had a different attitude, and here i know they know the me i was before, and so when i show the side of me i've change, they don't click with me anymore.
i guess it's what they say sometime, people change.. you change, and its ok. but i wish i hadn't in a way, i even tried not to, i started acting like before, but i just couldn't continue it...
any ways this post is a tribute to the friends i left behind in Orlando  the ones that showed my to be myself, and to get along with others that are different  AND NOT JUDGE.
i miss them and i'm sooo glad that one of them became such a close friend that she coming to see me soon :D
firends:
- my brazilians

- my ozzie

- my Koran girl

- my american friends

- and the ones i got to go home with PERUSITAS!

roomies for life :)

Fantasmic love <3 td="">