Thinking is good right?...

well school got canceled for 2 week (gripe), so i have plenty of time to relax, meditat on personal stuff and get todate with homework... :P i went for a walk with my dog Shane, i love him!, i put on some musik and just escaped to another world where serenity and clean atmosfer was all around you, then i came back down to reality where my aunt started to tell my cousins, sister and me "that we can not do nothing for 2 hole week!.. we must go out and do something".. bla bla bla.. i mean i just came back from a walk (i just went out for your information!), then i got into my room and put in an old, well sort of old, movie "hairspray" i just can't get enough of musical, the songs the dances the theam of the movies, make me feel soooo happy!... anyways thats all i did today... XD oh ya! i also found some pics from my retiro from a while back :D

A change from out of the blue...

How can it possible to come back from SCHOOL and be soo happy... you just want to huge and sing, lagh and play, and all of a sudden you gey home and the first person you see has all this negetive energy that just kick the grate mood you had throw the window… like what the hell happened? Did I bring with my good mood a horrible omen?, I mean out of the blue everybody is sirious and not talking much… to make things worse when THEY want to talk and your just not feeling so up beat after the surge of negetivity that just ran through my body, they think the you have a mood PROBLEM!?!!?!!?!!... THEY’ER CRAZY!!!... I mean I fine and ther not, I’m not fine and they r and I’m the one with the problem… puff!.. please help the lord!
Well befor all of that I had a grate day, fun with my friends, though I had 2 test, but they went went good, i got really into my book “The Seer #3: Wich Ball” (love it!)… why can’t my life be like Sabine’s life, she gets to have adventures and powers, she even has love, which i envy… a lot XD Now I’m in my room writing this and all negative thoghts have been banded from my mind and I’m free to be.. for now I guess, cause when I live my room it will all come back, thanks to my “wonderful” family :P

Dad's home!..

my dad just came home from a trip to USA, and he, like always, brought gifts!... I LUV EVERYTHING!.. the makeup, cloths and the best of all... MY BOOKS!.. i'm reading "The Seer", a series of 5 books, it's about a girl with psicic powers... mucho interesting :P anyways i'm glad to hve him back safe and sound, althow i do get irritated when he huggs me to much, or when he kisses me nad makes jokes i don't think are funny... in the end he's my dad and i love him very VERY much, i missed him.

What to do when i get out of school!...

i don't know what i want to do with my life after school.. all i know is that it has to do with creativity, eventhow i don't have much... jejejeje. At school we have this thing when lots of universitys come to show us (the students) all about them, curses they teach, and how that can help you in finding a good job here (in Peru) or in other places. So i nerowed it down to 3 of them USIL (where my sister goes), Catolica (but it's sooo far away) and La Tuluse Lutrec (first it's an institut, but a really good one, lots of people want to go there).. so wich do i chose? i don't know yet... i i do know is it one of those 3.. XD

Somewhere that makes me happy...

just so you can get an idea of what it looks like in my head,

it's not exacly what i imagen, but it's close

i was on the car ride home from school, it winter here, the sun was eventhow it's not sappoused to be, and when it hites you , the little bit of worms that it can give makes you feel like your in another world, can you imagine that?... and thats when it started, the images of that places that makes me sooo happy, the places where I have a beautife family all of my own, my house OH MY GOD!.. if only you could see right now in my head the way it look, you'd die... small but cosiy, perfect for my little family, one new thing in the picture... i'm going to have another baby XD, i hope it's a boy! jejeje... the way it is when i get to go there, where no one can disturbme.. it's heven!... thow at the same time i know that place is't completly perfect i , for some reazon, know that i do fight with my supposed husband like a real cuple... :P, crazy? i don't know, but i don't care!... my house it in, i think, ireland, i love that contrey , i haven't even gone there but i love it!.. so i guess my home was there, cause it look just like it, green everywhere... BEAutiful! i was there in the front lawn with my "little" girl, she got big! she's 3 and my husband had just come back from work.. he looks soo good jajajaja...anyways i look happy,with a 3moth pregnant belly all i want, and that's all i really want... after my aunt hit a pump in the road i got shot back to the real world, where i go to school, and i would be consitered a freayk if i told anyone about this day dream in the car... but for that moment i felt as happy as i was when i had my first dream about my baby girl... still thinking of a name to give her... any suggestions for her name and my future one??, boy or girl still don't know jajaja, but please, do tell!