Holidays...

NEW YEARS 2012!!!

to much heat!!!!... i literally can't stand this much hot weather, i prefer the cold, though no having any class is great. these days i'v been relaxing or like some people say "marmotiando" in other words lazy :P

i love having nothing to do when i get up, since my cousin Alex came we have went out, not as much as last time, but we still had fun.
she also brought books i've wanted for soo long (hunger games book 2 & 3) 

i'm a little book worm again, now i want all the collections i fine on amazon!!... for now i'm satisfied with the new book i have and i'm also reading a graphic novel, this started when in my drawing class, they sent me to make a short graphic novel (only 3 scenes long) to get started i looked up some examples online, and i stumbled on to Sarah's Sketches i fell in love with her work, she has a link to her story called The Wellington Division i'm so into it, i recommend reading it to everyone XD

nothing else to report i guess, just that i'm having fun going beach, the sun, tan...ok maybe i like summer... but only if i'm at the beach :P

fun times a coming...

classes are over... well they've been over for a few days now  :P but i just got used to, i think i'll let you know. any ways, only 4 days till Alex (cousin) comes wuu!, really happy, and 12 days till my family's 3 day celebration of CHRISTMAS!... now for that i'm totally exited XD... food, food and more ... FOOD... and leftovers for probably new years, which by now i should have plans but i don't soo maybe i'll spend it like last year, walking around, no not the Christmas tree, but Parque Kennedy, Mriaflores.

And then go to Tayta... maybe if this continues it will be a tradition, hopefully not, only god knows... yup... 

the pictures are from last weekend, i went to my school friends Claudia's b-day and after to a end of classes party, which was fun!

good bye

dear person out there,

i hope i don't sound crazy, but i know i will. i wish life would have put you in my path before or now, because it's torturer to wait, i wonder if you think of me, i know we have never seen or spoken, but i feel that you’re the one... everything i want in a person. i must sound like a skater, i probable would be if i had you name, but you see i have never met you, i sadly don't even know if you exists, but such a strong sense of longing must mean you’re out there, i must only wait patiently, which is sometimes excruciating. i hope you aren't as i am, at lest not now, but when we meet, you must fall head over heels over me. i know i will. 

i wonder where you must live, where you’re from, and of your seeing someone right now, i know i'm not :P. they say its cause i don't want to, but you see, i want to, it's just i know what i want i don't see that in anyone i know. That’s how i will find you guess, a stubborn girl, who finally find the person who proves her wrong, that there is someone with all she requested, and more. 

maybe its cause i study art, and they say artist are dramatic, but i feel like i will be incomplete till you arrive, no in the way that my life is a total mess and i have no aspiration, but that i will always in every moment, happy or sad, funny or serous, feel like i'm still missing a piece of the puzzle. 

My mother says, no i'm not going to break out into a song (Dixie Chicks - You Can't Hurry Love), tough it is basically what she tells, to be patient and that is i keep looking and waiting love will never come, that when i truly don't expect it it will come, i sometime think you might be the guy i see walking passed me, but it’s just not the right moment, not the spot, that i'm not in the correct outfit :), do you ever think like this, i don't believe you do, you’re a guy and never wonder of these thing. A girl like me, who watches glee, romantic movies and vampire diaries and has her side of CSI and law and order, well this girl wonders all the time. 

Don't worry, i will be overly normal in front of you, i will pay on our first date, but not the next one and you will see i'm an irresistible. After me no one will ever camper : P and vise verse lol. 

so i finish this letter telling you i'm not loca, i'm studying to be a designer, and that i'm completely and utterly a normal girl of 19 (at this moment) and all she wishes is to someday say hi and see what might happen.

yours truly,
the one u think of

what i've been up to...

Classes :P

Nata's B-day

 

Help

 Out and about

 Karaoke night

You Tube: Puchi y Goyi

i know i should post about my vacation that was in July, but i just think too much time has passed and i felt it will  be just to say i had fun with Alex (USA cousin), Natalia (Peru cousin) and went out a LOT!... so i'll just put up some of my favorite pics from that time.
But now, in the present , i'm back in classes. they're, wait for it... AWESOME!! the projects that we get to do r lovely, a little hard to do, but the end result is satisfying. Only thing is that this week are my parciales (i think mid-tums) :S math 8am... i'll pass jaja and then tuesday Jurado (art presentation) and then saturday language.. then a night out!! WUU! XD
 ... i will pass everything, hopefully.
now about other things, i went to the Red Hot Chill Peppers concert AHHHH the best ever!! i went with my sis and a friend of hers Gianfranco :) nice guy. 
last week was Natalia's b-day.. we went to Sargento and stayed till like 4 am got home at like 5 am :P sooo much fun and she was sooo drunk, but  i love her..
we started a YouTube channal, so far all we have r 2 videos, i think the second one is better :P hey we're not experts...yet XD
test start this week 
that's about it... oh yeah, theres a guy in my class, really cute, but still haven't talk to him much, monday was like the frist time, i made him laugh :D

La BB...

todays post was supposed to be about my weekend at a club called "El Bosque", i went with my dad and my cousin Alexandra (alex or lexi), but i really don't want to talk about it because i can't think of me having fun when something terrible happened today.

i woke up with my sisters steps, she was going downstairs fast, then i herd Tia Toti crying and saying something about my grandmother, so i ran to my moms room where they were. and i saw my mom and tia sobbing and saying that Aitana had passed away in her sleep.

i know that God is doing the best thing by taking her, because she would't have had a normal childhood in her situation, but then why did he wait, why did let us get so attached, i mean i we were planing to have her stay and my house for a few days, i want every day to see her, even if i couldn't hold her, i was there, why let us think she could survive this, just to take her and make us go through the pain of loosing another family member, so young, it's not fair.

i'm not saying i don't believe in God, or that i hate him, nothing like that, but i do wish he could tell us why he does this, twice in such little time? if i'm hurt by the loss of my two cousins, then i can't even imagine what my aunt and uncle are going through.

we prayed and hoped and did all that we could, why take her, so small... i really thought she would recover.