dear person out there,

i hope i don't sound crazy, but i know i will. i wish life would have put you in my path before or now, because it's torturer to wait, i wonder if you think of me, i know we have never seen or spoken, but i feel that you’re the one... everything i want in a person. i must sound like a skater, i probable would be if i had you name, but you see i have never met you, i sadly don't even know if you exists, but such a strong sense of longing must mean you’re out there, i must only wait patiently, which is sometimes excruciating. i hope you aren't as i am, at lest not now, but when we meet, you must fall head over heels over me. i know i will. 

i wonder where you must live, where you’re from, and of your seeing someone right now, i know i'm not :P. they say its cause i don't want to, but you see, i want to, it's just i know what i want i don't see that in anyone i know. That’s how i will find you guess, a stubborn girl, who finally find the person who proves her wrong, that there is someone with all she requested, and more. 

maybe its cause i study art, and they say artist are dramatic, but i feel like i will be incomplete till you arrive, no in the way that my life is a total mess and i have no aspiration, but that i will always in every moment, happy or sad, funny or serous, feel like i'm still missing a piece of the puzzle. 

My mother says, no i'm not going to break out into a song (Dixie Chicks - You Can't Hurry Love), tough it is basically what she tells, to be patient and that is i keep looking and waiting love will never come, that when i truly don't expect it it will come, i sometime think you might be the guy i see walking passed me, but it’s just not the right moment, not the spot, that i'm not in the correct outfit :), do you ever think like this, i don't believe you do, you’re a guy and never wonder of these thing. A girl like me, who watches glee, romantic movies and vampire diaries and has her side of CSI and law and order, well this girl wonders all the time. 

Don't worry, i will be overly normal in front of you, i will pay on our first date, but not the next one and you will see i'm an irresistible. After me no one will ever camper : P and vise verse lol. 

so i finish this letter telling you i'm not loca, i'm studying to be a designer, and that i'm completely and utterly a normal girl of 19 (at this moment) and all she wishes is to someday say hi and see what might happen.

yours truly,
the one u think of