I love my dad but for some reason I just can’t stand him! I mean I talk about him like he’s the best dad in the world and when he appears in my room I can’t wait to say goodbye… then ofcourse I feel horrible and sad, but I just can’t get up and say “hey I’m sorry for ignoring you and rolling my eyes at you” it would be too cruel. My dad treats me like if I were the most valuable thing in his life, and from one moment to another, he’s blaming me for ruening every thing (his camera, headphones, etc.. witch isn’t true), sometimes I think he get all worked up because he and my mom are back to being on the rocks, they fight, yell, etc.. All of that “I supposedly should be worried about” they say “it’s just once in a while, puff! Pleas! I know it is way more than just a little “miss understanding” (they used to be happy... deep inside, I think there gonna get a divorce someday, I wish I were wrong). Anyways, my relationship with my dad was perfect, but now the only thing I like and that’s only if I like the type, is the subject of music… I really wish I had more in common with him… and I’m starting to worry that when I say “ilove you too” it’s just an automatic response, I don’t want that… but how can I change my irritation towords him? But I truly and always will LOVE MY DAD, no matter what he does.
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