Grocery shop...

 

In the last tow stories I at least has some interaction with the guys, but this time I never even knew his name…

STORY NUMBER 3: grocery shop boy (sound a little slutty, not my intention)

As all the stories, it was summer we were going to see the guys play soccer and on the way we decided to go buy some soda before. We went to the usual shop, it was the place we all hung out after the game. It was closed, Carmen the owner left and was coming back later, so we went to the grocery shop, were we always order food from, but never really shop in person :P

Anyways we got our soda and as we left we saw the hottest guy there, never had I seen a guy like this WORKING in a store like this, not saying it was wrong, just odd. After the game everybody went to Carmen’s shop, but we kept an eye on the grocery shop ;) The days went on, we would go almost every day to buy the stupidest things, just to say hi, nothing else because he was older and no one knew anything about him, not even the guys. Ivo caught us once looking at the boy, he laughed but never mentioned it, at least not to me.

The girls and I got tired of walking to the shop, and since the do deliveries we decided to start ordering stuff… and guess how brings the food?? LOL he looked soo good riding that bike. GOD!! I looked at him with such an obvious face, I know he knew why we went so often  :S kill me now, I understand time has passed, but regret this sooooooooo much! Like they say here “tragame tierra”.

Only once did I get close to talk to him, I didn’t though, because my friend stopped him from leaving so fast after a delivery. I just walked along the street with her sister waiting for her to finish, I made a promise to myself that I would not commit another mistake like this. I kept it :D I’m not saying I stopped going to the shop or ordering food, of course I continued doing that, I thought he was HOT jaja this went on till winter ended, and suddenly he just disappeared, never to be seen again.

I still hope to open my door for an order and he would be there, but hasn’t happened till now… oh how I wish I would have been older then.

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Those are the 3 stories of the guys I will never forget, even though some were jerks or ass holes, I will tell my daughter some day about them hoping she wont commit the same mistakes, OMG she’s gonna thinks I’m a freak jajaja I also hope this helps someone, a lest a little J

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Girl Loves Boy Print by CarolRoque

STORY NUMBER 2: Waldo

*this story takes place in two summers.

the school year past so fast, i think i was finishing 6 grade... meaning that i was 13. well when summer came along, there were no new guy in my group of friends, beside they had no mystery to them, except Ivo.

Well one day as we all started to go to the park where the boys played soccer and we (us girls) lazy as we are would play or talk nearby. But as we were on our way one of the guys told us he invited his cousin Waldo, and that time I was in love!... cute, tall and older about my sisters age I think. He spent most of his summer with my friend, so in the end with us! We only looked at each other, no talking. Obviously I told my friends and they just supported my good choices in guy… but they couldn’t help me.

I remember that the first time I actually spoke to him, I had just gotten a new cel, and I was showing it off cause of the camera (seem so long ago, with all the new technology) Waldo came straight at me and asked me for it, I handed it over, I mean everyone was looking at it, I should tell you that I wasn’t and still not a big fan a cell phone, yes I use it to text but I just can’t stay on it like other people I see around, so this use of my phone taking it out with me when I’m like right in front on my house was solely  for the purpose of getting his attention, I was jealous that one of my girl friends liked him to, we didn’t speak much in that time. Stupid.

We talked and then the others joined in, I was glad; I didn’t want it to be evident how I felt. So it was like this for a while, we all hung out had fun, talked, I really thought he felt the same way, so I gave him my e-mail and so did he.

So proud of myself, I went straight to my room and to add him… he accepted duh! But since I’m not one to wait, I talked first on the chat; he was sweet until it became a daily event… I would say hi the second he got online, never in a way giving him time to say hi first… bet he wouldn’t.

I annoyed him for the longest time, it went on till October of the next year, GOSHHHH pff… a friend from school asked me if I wanted to have a Halloween party at my house, she would help set up light and stuff… I said ok, and we made invitations everybody went, even my group of friends from home, including Waldo… hahaha I still remember what he and Ivo wore, Waldo: a yellow sweatshirt with a black 9 on the back, jeans and brown shoes, his dirty blond hair all messy sort of like RPatz :P Ivo was better dressed a navy blue sweater a white tee underneath jeans and sneakers J

I danced with Ivo but I talked to Waldo more than I ever had, he even said that he liked me… I’m guessing that not in the romantic way, but still my heart fluttered. Just  like Rufus he started to freeze me out, I mean after the party and all… summer was back and I had plans to get him to be mine, sadly I never put them in motion cause he didn’t come as often, and one day I wrote an e-mail saying how I felt (NEVER EVER DO THIS!!! EVER!!!!) he didn’t respond or come back… and by the way the guy looked at me I knew he told them, probably had a big laugh about it L idiots!

After a few years, when I was in 8^th grade, I  was with the girls we were about to go for a walk with my dog… their cousin Ivo told us to answer the door, he was changing, going out. So we did, I stood in shock, there was Waldo still cute, but not how I remembered him, he was in college now maybe that was it, he was with a friend and a girl (skinny, pail, all pretty) when my friends saw my face they said we could go for a walk later, we walked back to the house.

I think something happened, cause a few min’s later Ivo’s brother and Waldo came to the house (I should say that my friend: Liz and Kate, are Ivo’s cousins and they all live together) he (brother) says “hey lore! Waldos here! Haha” I was about to cry. We never went on that walk.

Next day I saw Ivo and his brother and they told me that they knew all about the e-mail… I was embarrassed, until Ivo said that it didn’t matter, and his brother hugged me.

I still see him, facebook and USIL, he doesn’t recognize me, but I hide or start to use my phone to avoid a look :P

oh the things i regret i did...

I used to wonder why I get so emotional with teen movies (like nickelodeon movies) but as I was watching “Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging” I remembered that I had gone though the same situations, not the getting the guy and realizing how wonderful life will be and that I am who I am, but the worst part of the movie… chasing after the guy and doing idiotic things to get his to notice me.

Sadly this happened twice in my life, oh and how I regret it… cause now that I think about it, I was so obvious with my friend. Always going to the park or the store where he worked… WAIT I just realized that the guy from the store makes it 3 horrific tales of my past, ones that will haunt me for life, I hope this helps anyone, I mean teen girls with no experience in the love department,  show them to not commit the same stupid STUPID acts like me… and my friends.

So here goes (I will not use their real names, because although I know they will never enter this site, I’m just really embarrassed and saying their names will make it utterly worse) I will use odd names I find online…

STORY NUMBER 1: RUFUS

Ah, how I remember him so.. well now that my taste in guys has varied, Rufus is so so, I mean good looking but I’ve seen better :P well I met (saw) him one day coming home from the Point (place where everybody I hung out with that lived nearby went to buy chips, sweets, etc) with a friend and looking at the houses around we saw keys hanging on the door of a house, so as the  good citizens that we are we rang the door bell and a boy answered. I told him about the keys, my friend said that we should go, but I wanted to make sure that they got them, cause recently the watch men told us that someone tried to rob a house close to where we were.

It didn’t take long before we saw a guy with no t-shirt on swim trunks and all wet from the pool, needless to say I , hopeless fanatic of romance and teen STUPID movies that blind you to reality, fell head over heels for my neighbored… god how brainless and naive I was. Well we said Hi and left, we waited till he closed the door. When we got back we ran into my friends cousin, he told us the guys name and that he sometimes went to play soccer by the Point. As every girl movie goes, we went everyday when the boys played, but Rufus never showed up. We decided to forget him.

But one night, must have been on the weekend cause my mom was not home and I was in her room till late, I crossed to the window dreaming about the cute guy I wished i knew more (I want to make this sound all movie like XD) and like magic he appeared out of nowhere, well actually he just walked out to his back patio, to make this story short, I got obsessed with the window and after weeks of looking I yelled HOLA, and ducked… yup, then I peeked out to see if he noticed, he did! So I asked him his name (which I already knew) and we decided to swap e-mails. Oh I left something out, the day before my friends and I wrote a letter in which all our e-mail were, so I told him that we through it under the door he found it but didn’t tell me and instead asked me to go the next day in person to talk… me at this moment: I was about to burst! I found love, so so naive.

I went with my friend cause obviously I wasn’t going to go alone, but I was the one to ring the bell, to talk, to be the most dim-witted girl there. In the end he did talk to us and even hung out once or twice after  that and when he wasn’t with us  we stocked him going to buy stuff at the same time and taking other paths so he wouldn’t see us L, but we were all over him that he knew we were all gaga for him and his hot bod… give me a min, I just remembered his abs :P coming back to the present, after a few chats online he started to ignore me, but not my friend, and then I knew I was the most obvious one of all, talking to him through my mom’s window, going to his house like all the time, I met his mom, and till now i still hide from her “Oh your that girl who like my son, you’re not good enough” gaze.

When school started we lost touch, especially me, I go into his facebook (in that time Hi5), I invited him to my sweet 16, he didn’t come… a couple a years ago I found out he knows my cousins and that he even went to college with one :s I never told them what happed. But Rufus was the one for an entire summer, only 3 years older than me, but thank god I never literally in word told him how I felt... not like I did to Waldo.

 Since this story was longer than I thought, I’m turning this into a post into parts, one story in each post yup that will give me a reason to work on my blog again :D